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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">It's really been a long while since the last time I updated my blog. I guess this is just my type on blogging, which is once a year or at much twice (or anytime I feel like blogging :P). Life is quite busy lately. This semester I have dedicated myself to involve in so many things, the main reason is to keep myself busy so that it would distract me from thinking about unimportant stuff. But anyhow, I love to be in the middle of this hectic life. But yeah, it is quite tiring at some point as so many things to be taken care of. I hope I will gain a really good experience out of this.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">So looking back at life past few months, it is quite a roller-coaster ride for me. Things would be so good sometimes and the next few days it will be a total upside down. That is life anyway, it has so much to offer. It really depends on us on how we look at things. There are times that I think I never make it through,as it seems so impossible but heyy here I am, still breathing finely. Lately I always have a hard thinking on what will happened to me in the future. In the next 5 years of time. Will it still be the same or it will be an entirely different life for me? Would I achieved the things I had always wanted? Would I end up with someone that loves me regardless my flaws? These type of questions do bothers me lately. In the next 5 years, I will be 27. By that time I hope I will be a better version of myself.</span></span><br />
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</span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Looking at things from a rational view, we really have no controls over the things all around us. Yes, we do know what we really want in life but surely others don't. So things will not always turn out to be exactly how we want it to be. It will never ever be a smooth sail surely, but throughout this adventure called life we will learn numerous things that will make us to be more stronger and wiser. The only key is to never despair and never lose hope. Believe that things will be okay in the end, if it is not okay then it is not the end. To live well or to live hell is really upon us to choose. Thats all for now. Till the next post :)</span> </span></span>fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-37436473579091799782016-02-18T12:08:00.007+08:002016-09-23T11:33:52.582+08:00KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><span style="color: #000000;">hey there.its been a while since my last post.these days im quite busy that I don't even have times to update this blog.too much commitment and job I guess or I should simply say that I am just tired and lazy.hahahaha. so new semester already started (this is the fourth week to be exact) but heyy im still not ready.alhamdulillah i have done pretty well in my previous semester.finally my efforts paid off and im so thankful for that.so yeah,there are lots of thing lingering in my mind.too much things to be sort out.and this time it involves feeling.how should i say this??hmmm.i think i have started to like someone.LOL.again??I know it's boring but I couldn't help it. the worst thing is that I can never tell that person that I like him.why??because I just can't.things would be absolutely different if I do tell him and I don't wish that to happen.I just want this feeling to disappear.I don't want it to grow bigger and bigger as the days goes by.im already 21(my birthday was on 31st Jan and I had the greatest birthday bash ever :P) and still i have to face this kind of things all over again. it's hard you know. to keep it by yourself and not let the other party knows what you feel. this is my major problem.because im terribly worst at keeping my feeling to just me. i have to learn dealing with this kind of stuff or else it will harm me surely.after such a long time I can now fully understand my own self.but im just ego and hard headed to admit my weaknesses.one more thing is that i can now finally says that i have completely move on.really and honestly.im happy to see that he is way much happier nowadays.no hatred or such things.i just hope he would not repeat the same mistakes he did to me.because only God knows how hard it takes to deal with that.i have learned it the hard way.i just think that im not good in relationship.entah. i don't know how to say this.sometimes I do feel okay living by my own self.I mean not in any relationship.I am really happy because I can do anything without any worries and such.but you know sometimes just SOMETIMES (moreover when im having a mood swing.HAHAHA) it feels quite lonely.it really does,you just want someone that you can share everything with.to share your worries your dream,everything without being judged.to have someone to motivate you whenever needed.sometimes i do miss the good night wish,but yeah whatever.who cares right?.im not being picky but heyy im already 21.it's not the time to take the relationship thingy as main-main or what. i have to be serious not a boyfriend who is a 'serious' guy.hahahaa. i want someone that can be a man when I need him and also a friend that can deal with my crazy attitude. i don't seek for perfection because as we know nobody's perfect.but after all im still thankful to God because Im surrounded with great family and friends that always makes my life interesting. you know this past 4 years was the most hardest phase in my life so far.it was such a wild ride.i never thought i would survived those things but alhamdulillah im here. there was once throughout that times i faced a really terrible depression.i refused to eat.i refused to go out. i just sat in the room - crying.blaming myself for everything that happened.im not sincere.tak ikhas.tak redha.as you grow up FAILURE becomes one thing that is so vivid.everything i did was so wrong.my plan slowly started to stumble one after another.when i thought it would be okay,it definitely not.too many things happened that i almost gave up.im too busy with my plan that I forgot He had a better plan for me.I could not accept things at first but surely you just need to have your full faith in Him and believe everything happened for a reason.slowly i learned to accept things and guess what He was never wrong.alhamdulillah things slowly starts to get better.see.the thing is that you just have to be redha and most important is that you have to learn from your mistakes and never to repeat it again.things might be hard.but never give up.till next time :</span>)</span></div>
fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-55502222807132089572015-02-07T11:21:00.001+08:002016-09-23T11:35:31.238+08:00Backyard Rant<div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size: small;">I just feel like blogging today.nothing much.i just feel like writing something and ranting here.hmm.i dont know lately i just feel so alone.i dont know why on earth i ended up feeling so empty.its not like things doesnt go the way i want.i dont know why but i keep on feeling sober and empty.i need someone perhaps.someone to listen to my endless story.to share my problems.someone that actually can accompany me.i realise that lately i hardly involve with people.im taking quite a distance from people i know.i refuse to join in any sort of gathering or what ever.i dont know why.i just feel that way.to say that i have completely moved on is not necessarily true.but still i manage to forget him so far.but sometimes i still scrolling his tl on twitter.well it wasnt that easy to forget someone that have give quite a big impact in your life i guess.for now i just need my own space.i need some private time so that i can think back straight again.things are not that easy recently.after lots of things happened i think it takes quite a lot of time for me to make things normal again in every way.as for me and that S guy.im giving all the space he needs right now.honestly i miss him.but really want can i do other that hoping that things gonna working out between us two.if he needs me in his life i know he will make his move.and he will show some effort.i wont start first and i will just stand still this time.honestly it is such a hard task trying to restrain myself from contacting him.but untill now i manage to do it.and yeah for now i will just wait untill that moment to happen.after what happened between us i still like you though.so i just hope for the best in everything i do as im trying to rebuild my life that is starting to fall apart.and i know in shaa allah things will get better.till then.bye</span>fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-40753297884861762702014-12-12T01:41:00.001+08:002016-09-23T11:36:27.494+08:00B.E TOUGH<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size:small;">Hey there its been quite a long time since my very last post.Well i dont really have much time to update my blog.Sekarang ni aku mmg tengah sibukkn diri.i just have lots of things in mind to achieve.i have been facing lots of test lately.this year 2014 is a tough and challenging year for me.terlalu banyak benda jadi kat aku.sungguh Tuhan nak uji.nak tengok jauh mana sabar aku and to test me whether aku cukup kuat or tak.the key is to always be patient in whatever obstacles that we are facing.aku tak cakap yang aku ni kuat.tapi at least kau cuba dan yang paling penting doa usaha tawakal kau jangan tinggal.sebab Allah dah janji behind each and every difficulties tu theres a relief.ibu aku and my supportive family antara the main reason aku masih kuat smpai sekarang.well kau kne pndai distress and yeah family aku mmg aku punya source of happiness.never failed to give me the strength that i really need.once more aku broken hearted lagi but this time dah much tougher.no tears no more.takpela aku percaya yang rancangan Tuhan tu jauh lagi baik.mmg soal jodoh ajal maut tu ketentuan Dia.just hope and doa untuk yang terbaik.yes i still like him but just let things be for now.i need to focus on my study and my life.and yeah lately aku mcm dah lost contact with my mates.entahla kenapa.maybe there are too many problems that im starting to distance myself from them.if ada yang terasa im sorry then.i really love you guys thou.it just i need some alone time.i hope you guys do understand...these days im starting to involve in bisnes kecil kecilan.and ibu help me to establish my own enterprise company.ibu suruh belajar sikit sikit selok belok bisnes and belajar masuk tender pakai lesen sendiri.nak berjaya bukan terus boleh berjaya.takpe i will give it a good try.there are so many ups and downs yang penting jangan give up and keep trying.yes im starting low and insyaAllah i will finish high.hari tu mmg macam dah nak give up study and nak kerja je dengan ibu.tapi ibu forbid me to do so sebab ilmu tu penting.takpe pelan pelan kayuh.and yeah after this i will furthering my study in engineering yet starting slowly to run the company dengan guide my mum.hopefully ada rezeki kat sini and everything will be great.thats my aim for now.may Allah bless 😊 till then.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #000000; font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace; font-size:small;">salam alaik..its been a long time..lama gila dah rasa tak post apa apa kat sini..lots of thing happened..teaching me yet making me a much better person.currently im studying at UIA in engine course..Alhamdulillah setakat ni things have been great right here..Allah punya rancangan jauh lebih baik..aku cuma mampu tadah tangan syukur pada Dia..and try my very best right here..i want to make my parents and family proud of me..sekarang ni aku dah dalam sem 3,,and 1 more sem aku punya foundation pon habis..i am so grateful as i have been surrounded by superb friends..those yang selalu buat hari hari aku happy gilaaa..thanks friends..uhubbuki filllah..and yeahh sekarang ni bila dh makin besar..it makes me think of my past..what i have done in those years..bila fikir balik it is so funny and awakening...teringat how childish i was masa dulu dulu..degil lagi.haihhh..macam macam perangai..masa sekolah lagi..nakalnya entah dah macam mana..cinta monyet lagi..haha..but after all tu semua experiences yang teach me a lot..so that i wont repeat those mistakes again..terima kasih ya Allah kurniakan orang orang yang banyak bersabar dengan perangai aku..now it had been almost a year since that heart broken moment..the time when aku rasa macam helpless gilaa...tak tau nak buat apa..losing so pathetically..tapi Allah tu sentiasa ada..dengar segala doa..aku mintak Dia sungguh sungguh tolong aku..kuatkan hati..and Alhamdulillah aku dah rasa enlighten sangat sangat..aku dah boleh move on..live happily as usual..ketawa suka suka..im back to normal..kalau dia boleh lupakan aku..kenapa aku tak boleh kan..and now i manage tu handle my feeling..no more tears.no more reminiscing..IT'S OVER.and aku betul betul usaha ke arah tu...sekarang ni masa focusing on my study.capai cita-cita.jadi a better human being.in shaa Allah..aku pon rasa dah boleh start over again on a new fresh page..and aku tahu Allah ada rancangan yang jauh lebih baik untuk aku :) hoping for better brighter future..amin..</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #000000; font-family: Arial, Georgia, sans-serif; font-size:small;">salam alaik..new life.aku da start move on..before this i had not move an inch pon since that particular time.that so pathetic moment of me..aku tak redha mase tu..but slowly aku da boleh terima..at least im doing something kan daripada duduk hanging pada bnde yang tak pasti..aku belajar untuk let go..ibu ajar aku keras keras untuk belajar terima kenyataan.stop thinking about him.stop feeling sad pasal dia.apa yang da jadi tu biarlah..Allah lagi tau kan..cuba jangan ada rasa ragu-ragu tu..buang jauh-jauh rasa tu..patutnya aku kena yakin..sebab jodoh,ajal,maut,rezeki semua kat tangan Dia..kita ni hamba..doaa dan usaha..kalau kita mintak yang baik-baik.tak ada sebab pon Allah tak nak bagi.dengan syarat kita sabar,berusaha dan terus doa..sapa cakap aku tak rasa sakit lagi.im faking my smile.deep inside ni rasanya dah torn apart.but somehow aku tngah carik balik strength tu..lepas apa yang jadik..aku muhasabah.banyak yang salah..so ni la masa yang Allah bagi so that aku boleh betulkan balik diri ni..memang susah nak terima hakikat.tapi slow slow in shaa Allah boleh..so sekarang ni..nak cari utlimate happiness..rapatkan diri dengan Dia..tenang habis...so aku serahkan soal jodoh bulat bulat pada Dia..sekarang ni it is all about future,pasal study,pasal career..belum tiba masa aku nak fikir pasal jodoh tu lagi..now..banyak offer datang kat aku,dan semua offer aku enginee.kan dah nampak hikmahnyee :) after dah shortlist atas beberapa faktor aku dah shorlist kan 2 institution yang in shaa allah boleh lead aku jadi a very good engineer..one of them is GMI.the first offer yang aku dapat among all 4 offers yang aku dapat.here aku akan buat GAPP (German A-level Preparatory Programme) as a private candidate..mula mula kne bayar sendiri.then boleh pnjam Mara and if perform aku boleh dapat scholar untuk ke Germany..the second offer yang aku da shortlist kan is the last offer yang memang memang precious.Diploma Cemerlang in Chemical Engineering (Process)..yang ni aku buat kat UNIKL MICET Melaka.3 tahun kat Malaysia.then in shaa Allah ada rezeki sambung oversea.tapi where to tak ditentukan lagi..yang offer UIA and Matriks tu bukan aku tak nak..tapi jauh sangat sebab Matriks kat Perak.then yang UIA tu sbb dia offer asasi engineering..sbb still tak sure akan ke engine yg mana..aku macam dah dapat some kind of instinct sekarang ni about where to further..tapi after all aku masih perlukan lagi banyak keyakinan..aku serah semua kat Allah..sebab dia yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku..Kita merancang,,Allah juga merancang..dan sesungguhnya perancangan Allah itu jauh lagi sempurna..hopefully whatever institution yg aku pilih lepas ni dapat bawak aku jadi a good engineer inside out..aku doa Allah berikan yang terbaik untuk aku.mana pun belajar i will do my dead best :) no more hanyut hanyut lepas ni in shaa Allah.mana pun belajar asal kau sungguh sungguh usaha mesti berjaya.doakan aku..semoga Allah permudahkan urusan aku..rabbi yassir wala tu'assir ya karim :) no more cry.la tahzan.Allah kan ada.this is a new start..in shaa Allah..smile bright people! cheers</span>fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-23971846837815579652012-08-11T14:02:00.000+08:002012-08-11T14:04:40.723+08:00awesome ^^<br />
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<span style="color: #c27ba0; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">salam ramadan :)..sedih plak rase ramadan is leaving..i can said that this is one of the best ramadan i ever experienced.alhamdulillah stakat ni i have learned a lot..ermm,,raya pon da dkat ni.but this year mcm tak braye sangat,,TRIAL is coming..GOD! skarang ni hari-hari hidup dgn mountain of papers which supposed to be homework..even nightmare pon mimpi kertas..lol..haha.i hope me and all my friends will get 9A+ in this upcoming SPM trial and the real SPM..i want to get SPC..nak further study abroad..aminnnn..what am i going to be??hurm..that's a big question for myself..tapi stakat ni i decided to do chemical engineering..hopefully MOCK interview on this monday will run smoothly..oh ok..stop talking about that.now i want to talk about the picture above..that's what im feeling right now..geram tau tak..tapi takpe la.i prefer to stay silent.tak mau la bising-bising.lately my unofficial posmen ada ckp something.i hope the thing that the person said is true..tngah menunggu la ni for that thing to happened....i think that's all for now..da penat sngat ni sbenarnya buat amali biology td..it will be included for the trial.i hope i will get excellent results :) XOXO</span><br />
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<span style="color: #e06666; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">hey there..today is Sunday.normal Sunday as usual.nothing more or less.ohh ok saying the truth..today im a bit sad.even yesterday is quite an awesome day.stop playing with words fazeera.just said what you are on to..hurm,,ok..i read my friends' blog just now.its kind of killing seeing them together having fun all the time.im wondering am i still apart of them..yes.i do admit im happy that they still stay together even when im not around but honestly speaking i do feel jealous.i miss the past..but those were the days.,.life must go on ANYWAY..i miss my best friend big time..makcik i miss u..a lot!..i still remember the time that we used to spend our time together.hope u are happy babe..my goodness yesterday we have a programme actually a talk about the Palestinian..it's a really good talk.ohh..apart from that,,i do get my result for the final sem 1..alhamdulillah.i managed to get 3.79..praise to Allah..oh.ok that's all i think for now.till then..bye...May Allah bless</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">hey my dear blog,,its had been quite a long time since my last entry..lately i keep updating my diary because there had been numerous things happened..hurm,life's great!even if it's not i still saying it's great because i just want to maintain the positive atmosphere that surround me right now..cehh.skarang ni dah jadi positive minded tau.awesome lah tia!!.now i want to share about how i am doing in MJSC PONTIAN.honestly during the first time i entered the school last year..i thought that is a hella,a NIGHTMARE!.spooky.i stumbled for almost a year and tears keep coming out from my eyes..*mcm buat essay english lahh pula* he..ok..but this year THANK GOD things had been so far so good for me.i've got such an awesome classmates.and also friends.they made my day.ermm..last friday the result for std 2 had been released by the UPPM..danggg!3.47..again..but it's ok.i know i can do much better and i will do it.hope that i will get 3.80 at least in my final SEM 1 examination thatt will be in less than 3 weeks.yaww!seram..there's one more thing that keep distracting me recently..ahha..ada la pasal sorang budak ni..haiyo..why on earth i keep thinking about him..kacau betol la.takpe la TIA.just focus in your study first k..Allah knows the best.be a good person and He will give us a good companion.Insya-ALLAH..ohh..before i forget,,this 2 days holiday is quite a boredom as telefon saya dan simcard saya telah dirampas dengan secara hormatnya pada minggu lepas..tula pandai sangat pegi bawak with the reason konon nak hilangkan boring..dang!tapi betol la things happen for a reason and there will always be a silver line behind the clouds..hopefully permohonan untuk mendapatkan phone baru akan diluluskan oleh ayah..hahhaa.aminn~hurm,,i think that's all for now as my eyes starting to be kind of sleepy sbab malam tadi tidur lambat tengok RUNNING man..haha,awesome!!!ok la.until then.bye~</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">talking about growing ups..chums.,we keep growing up each day.lots of things will happen & of course we will learn numerous new things that somehow will make us to be even mature.now lots of things happen.and things do happen for a reason..and surely when something unpredictable happen like a major problem or even minor one and we are not fit for it,,there is always a silver line behind the clouds that we are facing..there's always time when you think like all hope is gone.just remember that Allah won't burden a soul beyond their capacity..it's sounds funny when fazeera said about those kind of things.and that is also half of the growing up process.im not a new me.im just the old me that now being much more mature.i learn how to be </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #8e7cc3;">responsible,honest and much more noble things that im lack of once.just stick to this 'don't care what,come hell or high water i'll face it'..even something said is much more easier than done but just face the music.it's a phase where everybody will experienced and it's half of the living process.so,,just keep on living and enjoy the time you had to the fullest.running away from the topic above,im at home right now actually..and my biggie sis is here.she is also having her 2 days off right now*sigh*.why on earth it's only 2 days??can they just extend the holiday..haiyooo...i think i want to meet all my babes tomorrow,,but i don't have much time..hmm..that's all i think for now..untill then..XOXO !</span></span>fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-40369868037546582802011-06-24T11:26:00.000+08:002011-06-25T09:50:04.992+08:00what a loooong day :(<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="font-size: x-large;"><b> <span style="color: #674ea7;">J</span><span style="color: lime;">A</span>D<span style="color: #3d85c6;">E</span>D</b></span></div></div><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">"nanti jumaat minngu depan awak semua dah kena hantar tesis pada cikgu penasihat awak tau.TESIS LENGKAP!!"begitulah kata-kata Cikgu Hata di surau sebentar tadi.haihh..lepas tu muka budak-budak tu da macam-macam dahh. rupa.yg brkerut macam tengah meneran mlepaskan hajat kat toilet pon ada jugak..weyhh penat tau..lepas tu kitorang pon teros membawa diri ke lab computer..mula-mula macam khusyuk la dengan makcik Syaza dan pakcik tua Hanif ni sebok-sebok buat tesis..tapi at last terjebak plak nak memblog setelah sekian lama blog ni kesunyian..HA-HA.sumpah tak boleh blah..tapi memang la weekend ni balik mmg macam taik la kepenatan..nampaknya..tidur lambat lahh..menggunung tau tesis nak buat..file yang dalam pendrive ni lagi macam haram tak boleh open langsung..ntah macam mane la..corrupt..mmg jawabnya kene taip balik la all over again..mummy nak meraung je rasa tau!!tapi saba jela kan..hope that we will have enough time la nak siap..nasib baik la both members dalam group tesis ni bnyak mmbantu..nengok jela ape jadi nanti dengan tesis tu..hee..that's all i thing..just nak melepaskan perasaan penat,taik dan etc..haha..daa~</span>fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-47787676991360583592011-06-01T08:27:00.000+08:002012-08-20T06:04:59.487+08:00new life :)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">hey there..since im away to my 'beloved' school mjsc pontian..i rarely updating my blog..he,,ok..back to the main topic..since i went there..a lot of things happened..a lot!i repeat A LOT!!numerous things that slowly change me to a lot more better person.those things also make me even matured..hehe??really fazeera??are you telling the truth???haha..ok2...not actually matured..i still own a joyful site of mine..but im more matured lahh then before..but out of the pros there's always gonna have the cons righto??hurm,,since i went there i am no longer closed with my chums,,though i try my hardest to foster back the relationship but maybe it's not enough..i have to do it all out i guess..reality bites,truth hurts but those are the things that i have to face.dear chums,,especially my bff i miss those time a lot,,but those were the days..i really hope we can be as closed as before..like the time we were in form 3..everything seems to be no ends..but then..i don't know what more to say..come on fazeera :)..ok then,,hurm..my family is now..ermm i don't have suitable words on how to say this..but it's like shit..things bcome worse between these two people that i love for eternity..it's all bcause this one old uncle H who starts the sparks first..im not being judgmental right here..it's just my point of view..to live well or to live hell??i am the one who will choose it.im the one who is responsible for my own life..think wise fazeera ;)..that's all for now..im just hoping for the best in my life and hereafter..daaa~</span></blockquote>
fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-24275783217147188442011-01-27T06:42:00.000+08:002012-08-20T06:06:35.456+08:00bestfriend<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ea9999; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"> it is almost a month since my last post.oh mann,,,i hate form 4 life's.it is really killing me.hurm,,2 minggu lepas saya telah mendapat tawaran ke MRSM..should i be happy??the answer is yes and no.yes, bcause if i go there at least i had a chance to do things by myself without any helps from others.what i mean is i can be more independent and not too relying on others.but not happy is the major feelings that i do felt..why??it is because i don't ever want to lose my friends because they worth more than anything else.i just cry and keep on crying until now.it's like a burden for me to handle this thing.it's really hard especially when i have to leave my best friend Fatin. aku sayang ko sangat-sangat.im not good neither at words nor expressions.but i try my best to express my feelings.Fatin,,it is okay for u too cry.even aku yg nmpak mcm ni pon menangis.I can say these past two weeks were the most saddest part in my life.i don't know why on earth that i do be so 'cengeng'.but like what i said friends really affect me.i am really different from who i am .i am so quiet and much more emotional.i hate the way i am, rite now.but i know Fatin and others will never forget me as i won't forget them.Dulu org selalu cakap apa beza kawan baik dengan kawan rapat??Even im not sure myself what are the difference between those two.but now you really taught me what a best friend means..it sounds like what had gone into this kid head??but honestly i never ever met a friend like you in this world.someone who is there for me and forever will be there.kau banyak ajar aku the meaning of responsibility and a lot more.we share a lot of things together..guffaw,,tears and even secrets.like what i said to you..i will never forget about you and i will prove it. Kau dah bnyak sangat tolong aku sampai naik malu pulak aku.HEHE.tapi tu la engkau always giving something not for granted.Honestly aku terharu sangat when you said that i am your best friend other than just a clingy chum.thanks babe sebab at last ko anggap aku macam tu.i know it's hard for you to have a best friend and aku tak akan sia siakan kpercayaan kau kat aku selama ni.that's my word.i also hope that lepas aku pergi kite still can do things that we always did together.and macam janji aku once every 2 weeks tak pon every week aku akan call kau.aku nak friendship kite ni last forever.sampai besa pon nanti kite still best friend.it is not impossible.aku harap kau jaga diri kau baik-baik and tak payah anggap diri tu gemok ae makcik.He.And PLEASE tak payah fikir pasal apa yang orang cakap sebab kau jaoh lagi baik dari apa yang orang cakap tu.lagi satu jangan tension2 sangat kak naty boleh kene depression.relaks k sbb selama ni aku kenal kau,kau tu sangat professional lebih-lebih lagi something yang melibatkan feeling feeling ni.i know you so well budak :).come on FATIN!!!back up..plus one more thing kau boleh kalahkan smue budak-budak BUMI tu sebab kau mmg awesome cume kau tak nak tunjuk talent yang kau ad tu.percaya la kat aku and INGAT!!aku tak pernah sekali pon anggap kau heartless or what-so-eva.what i said is not what i meant..ok.good luck for u and also me. BYE</span><br />
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fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-1560022426912408192010-12-07T17:57:00.000+08:002012-08-20T06:02:54.772+08:00NEW year<div align="justify">
<span style="color: #ff6666; font-size: 85%;">salam maal hijrah kepada seluruh umat islam...hurm..hari ini hari baru,,tahun baru,,n sepatutnya i should start a new life..tp early in the morning i just got a bad news.a news that can make me cry all over the day...mai nak pindah,,,yes!! mai just told me that she will be moving next week..why so sudden???i can't accept it at first.it's really hard.she is one of the most clingy friends of mine..im totally frustrated.how am i going to go through my day next year without her???but im still lucky because i still have a few friends left like fatin amira.she always there for me eventhough she is quite 'lembon'..hee..back to mai's story..yes!!i really gonna miss her damn f**king much..i had been friends with her for almost 5 years.we shared many things together..oh Allah,,help me..i really miss my friends.i know we will go on our separate ways but not so early like this..i love them so much especially my best buddies fatin n mai..i hope after she's moving.she still keep me in her mind and kept our memories in her head forever..jgn la kami lost contact..i also still don't know where will i further my studies for next year...am i staying at tigs or maybe i will be moving to other schools..hurm,,only God knows that..im just praying for the best..</span></div>
fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2157184508845883252.post-89524003313414716452010-11-15T12:03:00.000+08:002010-11-15T12:32:11.616+08:00a comeback!!haha<span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">hey all,after a long silence now im back.this time with more stories that happen to me in this wonderful life i think..huhu.ok.enjoy!!</span></span>fazeeratiahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14728290084508335592noreply@blogger.com0